00:00 >> JEFF: Means that we have to check a list of people who have registered with them and 00:03 let them in, so. 00:06 For those of you just joining us, I want to welcome you. 00:10 I am Jeff Martin, I'm the Director of Communications and Public Affairs here at the AAA, and I 00:16 am an older white male with graying brown hair, and wearing dark black-rimmed glasses. 00:25 And in the background, I have a -- I'm sitting in my kitchen with a Christmas tree behind 00:33 me. 00:34 I want to welcome everyone. 00:37 Welcome to Disability Ethnography and Performance. 00:40 This is a two-part series that started last week, last Thursday, with a webinar entitled 00:47 Collaborative Scripts: Disability and Chronic Illness Through Ethnographic Theatre and Film. 00:53 And I have to tell you, if you haven't -- if you weren't a part of that last week, please, 01:00 do look it up. 01:01 It was a fantastic performance. 01:03 The writing and direction was done so well, and the acting was superb. 01:10 I thoroughly enjoyed it, and I know you will, too. 01:13 Look it up. 01:14 You can do that by -- as a matter of fact, I am going to put -- Nell, if you would put 01:18 up there the website. 01:20 Our basic website. 01:24 Come to AAA and look for the webinar series, and you'll be able to -- we'll have it posted 01:30 there soon. 01:32 You'll be able to see the recording and the slides. 01:34 The same with what's going to take place today. 01:36 Today we're Doing/Undoing Disability Ethnography and Performance, and it's going to be equally 01:44 as entertaining and as insightful as last week's one. 01:48 A few housekeeping items. 01:50 To make this more accessible for everyone, you'll see we're already -- we're providing 01:54 ASL, but we also will be providing closed captioning. 01:59 If you would, for those who don't know, move your icon to the bottom of your screen, and 02:04 you'll see -- your cursor, you'll see an icon that says "closed captioning." 02:08 Click on that, and you'll be able to enable it. 02:12 While I'm at it, and you're moving your -- you're already moving your cursor, look for the icon 02:17 at the bottom that says "chat," and that's our chatroom. 02:21 Use that to discuss anything you want with the other attendees. 02:27 And also, if you have any questions for the presenters, put it in there. 02:31 But to help us, start with the word "question:" and then ask your question. 02:36 It helps us as we go through to sort who's asking the questions. 02:40 We are going to try to leave time at the end for question and answers. 02:44 So, we'll be able to address them then. 02:47 Also, if anyone has any questions or specific needs, in the participant list, or the chat 02:55 room, actually, you can actually look for Nell -- she's our accessibilities coordinator, 02:59 and you can ask her specifically any questions or needs that you might have. 03:04 Lastly, and this is always important, to help us with bandwidth and everything, please, 03:09 remember to turn off your video, and also mute yourselves to help us. 03:16 So, without any more ado, let me introduce Pam. 03:21 >> PAMELA BLOCK: Hi, everyone. 03:23 I am Pamela Block. 03:25 I am a disability anthropologist at Western University in the Anthropology Department. 03:32 I've been here just over a year, after 17 years teaching in disability studies and the 03:38 health professions in a U.S. university. 03:42 I am a 52-year-old woman with salt and pepper hair, shoulder-length, and I'm wearing a knitted 03:50 shawl. 03:51 I sit in a dining room/music room/COVID office. 03:56 Behind me is a dining room table with a buffet covered in masks and Hanukkah preparations, 04:01 a piano, a guitar case. 04:04 There's a menorah with candles behind me. 04:09 The shawl was a present from Karli Whitmore from CASCA, one of the presents she sent as 04:14 a thank you to the 2020 Program Committee for our efforts. 04:18 And as I said last week, the only way I can imagine AAA topping this would be if they 04:23 sent knitted items to all of us made of yarn spun by Devva. 04:28 More on that later. 04:30 These webinars, today's and last week's "Collaborative Scripts: Disability and Chronic Illness Through 04:36 Ethnographic Theatre and Film", which involved the play readings and a video, play readings 04:44 from Cassandra Hartblay's ethnographic play and film by Megan Moodie, which, as Jeff mentioned, 04:51 is available, or will soon be available on the AAA website, for those who missed it. 04:58 And there -- these were originally planned as in-person, co-sponsored sessions for the 05:05 Canadian Anthropological Society and the Canadian Disability Studies Association during the 05:11 2020 Federation for the Humanities and Social Sciences Congress that was supposed to be 05:16 here at Western University last May. 05:20 I was on the Program Committee for CASCA, and I had organized all these events, and 05:25 more. 05:26 The Committee had a wonderful slate, but, unfortunately, the pandemic came, and the 05:31 world changed, but I'm so grateful to the AAA for providing a home to these wonderful 05:36 sessions that allow us to use disability wisdom to continue to make and perform art and discuss 05:43 art and scholarship during the pandemic and to broaden our definition of what constitutes 05:49 ethnography. 05:52 In this virtual gathering, let's first take a moment to remember that we are all of us 05:57 connected through the winds and waters of our earth. 06:00 Let us acknowledge Indigenous elders, past and present, and the people who held the land 06:05 of our homes and university before the arrival of colonizers and invaders. 06:10 Western University is located on the traditional territories of the Anishinaabe, the Haudenosaunee, 06:17 and the Leni-Lunaape peoples. 06:18 Now, I'm going to briefly introduce our three presenters. 06:22 They will be providing their own image descriptions. 06:26 Arseli Dokumaci is an Assistant Professor in Communication Studies, in the Communication 06:33 Studies Department at Concordia University. 06:37 Arseli is also the Canadian Research Chair in Critical Disability Studies and Media Technologies, 06:43 and she is currently establishing an interdisciplinary Disability and Media Lab at Concordia. 06:49 Arseli's research focuses on medical anthropology, performance, and disability studies, and her 06:55 research appeared in various journals, including Current Anthropology, South Atlantic Quarterly, 07:01 and Performance Research. 07:05 Petra Kuppers is an internationally active disability culture activist and a community 07:10 performance artist. 07:11 She creates community -- participatory community performance environments that think-feel -- think/feel 07:20 into public space, tenderness, access, and experimentation. 07:25 Petra grounds herself in disability culture methods. 07:29 She received the American Society for Theatre Research's best dance/theater book award, 07:35 the National Women's Caucus for the Arts' Award for Arts and Activism, and her performance 07:40 poetry collection, "Gut Botany," and named one of the top ten -- that was named one of 07:46 the top ten poetry books of 2020 by the New York Public Library. 07:52 She teaches at the University of Michigan-Ann Arbor, and on the Low-Residency MFA in Interdisciplinary 07:59 Arts at Goddard College. 08:01 Her next academic book project, Eco Soma: Speculative Performance Encounters, will appear 08:08 with the University of Minnesota Press in fall 2021. 08:12 And, finally, Devva Kasnitz, disability anthropologist, foundational in the field, and a long-time 08:20 co-author of mine, including our edited volume "Occupying Disability." 08:27 She is the spring 2020 and 2018 Kate Welling Distinguished Scholar in Disability Studies, 08:34 Miami University in Oxford, Ohio, and the adjunct professor at CUNY University of New 08:41 York School of Professional Studies in Disability Studies, and she is the Executive Director 08:48 of the Society of Disability Studies. 08:51 And she also is a Senior Scholar Award Recipient for the Society of Disability Studies and 08:56 has held many roles in the Society over decades, including president and board member, in addition 09:02 to her current role as Executive Director. 09:05 Now, I am passing the torch on to our first presenter, Arseli. 09:08 >> ARSELI DOKUMACI: Thank you very much, Pam, for this introduction and for organizing this 09:14 webinar. 09:15 I would also like to thank the American Anthropological Association and its wonderful staff, as well 09:20 as the interpreters and transcribers, and I'd also like to thank my fellow presenters, 09:26 both this week and last week. 09:28 I'm a light-skinned woman wearing dark glasses with short glass hair, and behind me is a 09:34 library and a flower. 09:36 So, let me start. 09:39 One morning I stood up from the toilet, pulled up my jeans in the slowest of motions. 09:44 My hands and shoulders were inflamed and painful. 09:47 Then came the hardest part: how the hell was I going to zip up? 09:52 Everyday life is full of such tinkerings for me, because since my teenaged years, I've 09:56 been living with a chronic disease that is causing pain and gradual disablement. 10:01 Because this disease affects the joints and joints mean movement, your everyday life turns 10:07 into a stage where you have to choreograph the dance of avoiding pain. 10:12 I will now share my screen. 10:21 The slide shows a hand holding a spoon by grasping its handle with an index fing and 10:27 pushing it on the thumb's knuckle. 10:28 In this presentation, I'm going to talk about such ingenious ways of living with disability, 10:34 to borrow from Neil Marcus, that are buried in the most hidden corners of everyday life 10:40 and in the tiniest of our actions. 10:42 These are ephemeral micro acts/arts of everyday survival that I'm calling activist affordances. 10:51 Activist affordances emerge out of two visual ethnographies. 10:55 The first one of which took place in 2009 in Istanbul and Quebec, where I worked with 11:01 23 participants who have nonapparent disabilities related to rheumatoid arthritis. 11:06 As shown in the slides, I visited with participants at their home, interviewed and filmed them 11:12 as they performed very simple daily tasks. 11:14 Quote, end quote. 11:16 The second ethnography took place in Montreal, where I followed three differently disabled 11:21 individuals as they navigated the public spaces of this highly inaccessible city, such as 11:27 crossing streets covered with snow, as shown in the slides. 11:31 To give an outline, I will begin with the traditional idea of affordances, followed 11:37 by my own theorization of it, introducing first what I call shrinkage, continuing with 11:42 performance, and, finally, talking about the concept of activist affordances. 11:47 The theory of affordances was developed by James Gibson in ecological psychology. 11:54 Gibson coined the term in his own words, "In order to refer to the mutuality of the organism 12:00 and the environment in a way no existing term does." 12:05 Affordances refer to the possibilities of action, the actualization of which depends 12:09 upon the reciprocity between the properties of the organism and all of the environment. 12:14 Now, this is all good, but what I propose in my theory is that let's look at when that 12:19 mutuality cannot be readily found in the given order of things and what happens thereafter. 12:25 I would like to ask to stop the video recording for -- momentarily. 12:29 I will be showing video clips -- video clips. 12:33 First two are -- Now, drawing on these moments, I propose to 12:37 think of disability ecologically as the shrinking of the environment and its existing set of 12:44 affordances. 12:45 With the concept shrinkage, I surely do not mean a deficit approach. 12:48 Rather, I am thinking along with Alison Kafer, who called for stories that not only admit 12:54 limitation, even failure, but that recognize such failure as ground for theory itself. 13:00 Shrinking is the ground for a theory of activist affordances because precisely at such moments, 13:06 as I will now show something else happen. 13:09 Can we again pause the recording please? 13:12 I -- Going back to my slides. 13:15 Whether it's a disabling barrier, an ableist habitus, or the experiencing of chronic pain, 13:21 disease or debilitation, disability occurs, I argued, as a narrowing down of the environment 13:26 and its space for action, but precisely at such moments of shrinkage as we have seen, 13:32 it is the space of performance that opens up and allows us to make that environment 13:37 afford otherwise. 13:39 By performance, I mean along with Diana Taylor, what moves between the as-if and the as-is, 13:45 between pretend and new constructions of the real. 13:49 Think of actors on stage who bring into being an elsewhere and elsewhere by operating within 13:54 the very constraints of the stage. 13:57 Same happens in everyday lived with a disability. 14:01 Just like actors improvising on stage, disabled people may move, sense, and behave in such 14:06 ways that they enact the affordances -- that enact affordances unimaginable otherwise. 14:13 Affordances within which their pain will be minimized and their non-normative bodies would 14:19 somehow be reciprocated by the environment. 14:21 This is what I call activist affordances. 14:26 I define activist affordances as micro, ephemeral, and performative acts of world building with 14:32 which disabled people literally make up, and, at the same time, must make up for whatever 14:37 affordances fail to readily materialize in their environments. 14:41 Such as this micro moments of brushing your hair by bending your head. 14:45 Or these moments of using a pair of old gloves, your arthritic nodules, or your teeth to open 14:51 bottles. 14:54 Increasing utopia -- I don't know what happened there. 15:04 Sorry about that. 15:09 Increasing utopia, José Muñoz proposes that we consider embodied queer performances as 15:15 a feature in the present, as outposts of actually existing queer worlds. 15:20 Following Muñoz, I propose we consider activist affordances as the outpost of actually existing 15:26 accessible features. 15:29 I'm arguing this because none of my participants in this slide had ever access to or even knew 15:34 of such adaptive tools such as an elongated comb, a button hook, or an ergonomic chair. 15:40 And yet they were able to imagine and actualize the way affordances of these objects in and 15:46 through their performances. 15:47 In short, they danced the affordances of accessible world in their physical absence. 15:54 And they did so within what Nirmala Erevelles would call the historical material conditions 15:59 of becoming disabled. 16:01 Consider Ahmed's story, a physically disabled person with a cane shown on this slide. 16:08 Ahmed grew up in rural Turkey in early '90s, which lacked basic infrastructure. 16:12 This was also the time when Ahmed fell ill at 10 years old. 16:17 His feet were entirely enflamed. 16:19 He could not walk without support. 16:21 I asked Ahmed if he was able to attend the school regularly, which was far from their 16:26 home with a village path and no transportation in between. 16:29 Ahmed's reply, "Of course. 16:32 My dad carried me back and forth." 16:35 Ahmed's father did so every single day for three years. 16:38 He became the very affordance of what would have, in ideal circumstances, been a wheelchair, 16:45 an adaptive public transportation, or a smooth-surfaced road. 16:50 In the current shaping of the environment, we may not have adaptive tools or assistive 16:54 technologies at our disposal. 16:56 We may not be readily provided with infrastructures or services that would sustain our actions. 17:03 We may not live in an accessible world, and perhaps we never will, but when an activist 17:09 affordance is created, it is as if such livable niches were already built. 17:14 It is as if such accessible futures have already arrived. 17:17 Only that they exist in our dreams, performances, and unfinished makings. 17:22 Thank you. 17:25 >> PETRA KUPPERS: Well, hello, everybody, and thank you so much for having me. 17:42 I'm so glad to be here. 17:43 Thank you for Pamela to bring me in here. 17:46 I'm so glad to be presenting with these people. 17:48 I'm Petra Kuppers, she/her. 17:50 I come to you from the Anishinaabeg territory in Ypsilanti, Michigan, and I'm wearing a 17:59 red velvet top. 18:00 I'm -- Behind me is a pink wall with lots of different lights, and I'm wearing yellow 18:06 glasses, and I am a large woman, a white woman, in her mid-50s, and I have a shaved head, 18:15 and behind me, occasionally, you can see glimpses of a Cthulhu War of the Worlds kind of image 18:21 that gives you a little bit of the sense of the science fiction and dark fantasy flavor 18:25 of my work. 18:27 All right. 18:29 So, I think my presentation will hook up really well with Arseli's, because there's so many 18:33 -- there's so many interesting connections there, and I hope you'll -- you'll hear some 18:37 of those. 18:38 In this talk, I will take you on two ecosomatic explorations: community performance in macro 18:44 and micro worlds. 18:45 So, in January 2020, just before the pandemic shifted performance making throughout the 18:51 world, I co-created a performance workshop with a group of anthropologists and others 18:56 who were interested to move and think about disability and intersectionality. 19:01 We visited with the Museum of Archeology Ontario on the traditional lands of the Anishinaabe, 19:08 Haudenosaunee, Lunaapeewak, and Attawandaron peoples in London, Ontario, Canada. 19:13 For our visit, we set up an alternative knowledge walk-through: a performance structure I often 19:19 use for museum, gallery, or archive visits. 19:23 And here is how one of the participants, Amala Poli, described the experience, so I'm citing 19:29 Amala here. 19:30 "The local Museum of Ontario Archeology was the site of our first group activity on the 19:36 third and final day of the workshop. 19:37 I chose this activity, the Alternative Knowledges Tour for discussion here, as the museum experience 19:44 is often guided by the written plaques next to artifacts, demanding our attentions, structuring 19:50 knowledge, and consumption of the various kinds of stimuli within the museum. 19:55 Guided by Petra Kuppers's gentle suggestions, individual participants meandered into different 20:00 corners of the archaeological museum, choosing artifacts to present them to the other participants. 20:07 This exercise disrupted the conventional expectations of the museum space, as each of us created 20:13 a two-part process. 20:14 We first presented our chosen object or image in its historical context to honor it in its 20:20 own right and then added a creative element that speculatively guided the rest of the 20:25 individuals through a new and imaginative experience of the chosen artifact. 20:30 It gave us occasion to coexist in a space of respectful attention and care, listening 20:36 and absorbing each other's creative and imaginative energies together." 20:41 This is what Amala wrote on the Medical Humanities Blog, and I'm grateful for her for -- for 20:48 archiving some of our experiences together. 20:51 Around us in the museum, the history of archaeology lay exposed in its own sedimentary layers. 20:57 In my station, I stood in front of a glass screen, not touching. 21:01 Behind the glass was a small mammoth plastic creature. 21:04 And, Nell, I would love you to share the image that I gave you now. 21:09 So, you're going to be now in the presence of this small mammoth creature. 21:16 Ok. 21:17 There you go. 21:18 So, there it is. 21:20 A small mammoth plastic creature with impossibly red lips at the end of a long trunk. 21:26 Next to it lay excavated, fossilized mammoth teeth. 21:30 I spent time looking, being, being lost, opening. 21:35 I sensed for what would come through in speculative modes of eco soma attention. 21:40 Then the group came around to my station. 21:43 I didn't know what would happen. 21:44 I hadn't planned it out. 21:46 I just trusted my improvisatory skills, and I also trusted that something would offer 21:50 itself to me if I asked gently enough, if I pressed into the earth right there. 21:56 We went on a dream journey. 21:59 Inviting them with my voice, I had everybody drop into this particular location thousands 22:03 of years ago. 22:05 I cannot fully remember what I spoke in that dream meditation. 22:09 I am altered when I do these things. 22:11 Since so much of my memory is sensory, image, and sensation flashes, I offer it in a complex 22:17 pronoun, not claiming anything for the group, but also inviting you in, you who are listening 22:22 to me. 22:23 This remains from this dream journey in my memory. 22:27 "At one point, you/I/us are sitting on the ground, there is sparse grass below, sandy 22:35 soil beneath that, a gentle breeze, alone, but the community is not far. 22:41 The sky is wide. 22:44 Something comes up from behind, massive, but not threatening. 22:47 Awe-inspiring, but not violent. 22:50 There is a musky smell. 22:53 You/I/us feel the heft of its being in the trembling earth beneath. 22:58 There is no threat. 23:00 It lays its long snout on you/me/us. 23:04 The shoulder, a weight, air flow and humidity on cheek. 23:10 It kisses you/me/us. 23:13 Warm breath blow. 23:14 Then it withdraws, a question mark as much as a benediction." 23:22 And we now can take the picture away. 23:25 Eventually, I returned to our consensus world on the floor in the museum in front of the 23:32 glass cabinet in the circle of our group. 23:34 And here is that little plastic mammoth now asking me about anthropomorphism, about who 23:39 does what to whom, about pedagogies that are open to what is on the limit, about embodied 23:44 journeys that can't be remembered. 23:47 Unruly senses. 23:49 Land yielding with a gift to a quiet request. 23:52 People breathing in meditation, yielding even as none of us in our multi-racial community 23:57 can really trust one another in a world of White supremacy, eugenic impulses, and colonial 24:04 injustice. 24:05 We brought a lot of our pathways to this meeting, where we came from, our people, our land. 24:10 Now, we are on this land. 24:12 We/you/I breathe, fill lungs together, center wellbeing and community in risk. 24:20 We/you/I in a museum, or here in a webinar, breathe with the dust and memory that Tiffany 24:27 King reminds me of, and I quote Tiffany King: "Slavery and genocide linger in places we 24:33 do not expect and cannot yet see or define." 24:37 I'm also holding on to Tiffany King's later comment, and I ask myself to not get too hopeful, 24:42 to not get too carried away: the tasks her book to "arrests settler colonialism's tendencies 24:48 to resuscitate older liberal humanist modes of thought to create new poststructural and 24:53 postmodern forms of violent humanisms that feed off Indigenous genocide and Black social 24:59 death." 25:00 Let's not get romantic in the violence of the anthropological museum, even as we explore 25:05 new kin. 25:07 Stay at the limit. 25:08 And yet, here we are, there we were, yielding to a queer interspecies kiss. 25:15 All right. 25:17 Go with me to a second field visit, this time in our own living room, again touching strata, 25:24 touching objects. 25:25 I invite you now to stim with something in your own home. 25:29 Just look around yourself. 25:30 You're all in homes. 25:32 I can't see you on the screen, because only one of us is visible, or two of us with the 25:36 interpreter, but find something, anything. 25:39 Like a small -- I'm holding a little plush animal, or maybe it's a pillow. 25:45 Just hold something while I'm reading the next bit, and just touch it, feel it, think 25:50 about stimming. 25:51 This way of affirming our own boundaries, something that comes to us from neurodiverse 25:56 worlds. 25:58 Once a week, a number of local artists meet in Turtle Disco, my home in Ypsilanti, Michigan, 26:04 in a repurposed living room, which faces out to the street. 26:08 It is a somatic writing studio I co-create with my wife and creative partner, Stephanie 26:12 Heit, a dancer and writer. 26:14 [dog barking in background] She and I both identify as disabled: I'm a wheelchair user; 26:20 Stephanie is bipolar and lives with brain injury. 26:23 Most of the people who come to Turtle Disco likewise identify as disabled and as queer. 26:28 Our Turtle Disco practice is purposefully local. 26:33 For me it is the pendant of my ongoing and long-standing wider international practice. 26:38 Turtle Disco and its local web follows the impetus given by feminist science writer Donna 26:43 Haraway. 26:45 In the last chapter of her influential book "Staying with the Trouble," she discusses 26:49 communal storytelling as a tool for imagining new futures. 26:52 [dog barking in background] She focuses on a person in a commune, Camille, a fictional 26:57 entity of the Children of the Compost, a collaborative web of speculative narratives. 27:03 Camille is genetically bonded to monarch butterflies in an effort to save them from extinction, 27:08 and readers follow five generations of Camilles and their changing physicalities and adaptive 27:15 embedments, or affordances. 27:18 Turtle Disco sees itself in this future lineage: local; sustainable; aware of the histories 27:24 of extraction, exclusion, and colonial violence in our place; with neighbors coming together, 27:29 engaging in art/life practice to sustain ourselves as a chosen web. 27:34 In our practices, Turtle Disco rehearses for Haraway's small cooperatives, small communities, 27:40 healing and recharging caves. 27:42 Turtle Disco imagines itself as a health/care/performance/practice to hold ourselves, non-human others, including 27:49 the dogs that you keep hearing in the background here, and the world toward new forms of co-habitation. 27:56 In one of our practices, object theater work and shared animacy, honoring life and story 28:01 everywhere, becomes very resonant. 28:04 My own disability manifests itself primarily through chronic pain. 28:09 In one of our weekly sessions, "Contemplative Dance and Writing," led by Stephanie Heit, 28:14 individual movements and meditation are followed by an Open Space segment. 28:19 In this segment of the practice, people can choose to participate and engage each other 28:23 to witness from the side. 28:25 I often wish to participate, but my limbs might be frozen by pain. 28:31 To get off my cushion station and move into the circle can be too hard. 28:34 Even though Stephanie and I have installed a grab bar on the wall by my nesting spot, 28:40 one of the affordances, I sometimes cannot easily rise up. 28:44 So one practice I engage in is to drape a soft, fluffy blanket that is part of my nesting 28:49 station over myself. 28:51 And I have it here. 28:52 Here's one of my blankets. 28:53 I'm holding a turquoise plastic blanket. 28:56 [phone ringing] Then I animate it -- Then I animate it like a puppet. 29:02 I creep and slide slowly into the middle of the room, unable to see where I'm going, but 29:07 slowly and in keeping with my pain rhythm: a pink or turquoise plush monster puppet, 29:13 a blob, an amoeba, unconcerned with high kicks or wide reaches, but rippling with sensitive 29:19 edges and fringes, sliding and pooling across the wood floor. 29:23 As you hear this, and as you feel where you are and what you're holding, feel and name 29:29 your sensations. 29:30 What are you sitting on? 29:33 What is it made of? 29:34 What are you holding? 29:35 How did it come to this place? 29:36 What is your relation to it? 29:39 What stories does the material tell you when you use your own sensitive fringes, your fingertips, 29:43 maybe your lips, to touch it? 29:46 How does it feel to contort your own body into new configurations, to create new relations 29:51 to what is familiar to you? 29:54 Enjoy the stretch. 29:56 Eventually, in Turtle Disco, my draped body encounters something: maybe someone is reaching 30:00 out to me, or there's a foot in my trajectory. 30:02 At this point, the drape, my body, become an unit -- a new unit. 30:08 The new assemblage becomes puppet: non-facial, sensing in tactile ways, with readable and 30:15 relatable emotions and narratives. 30:17 In my reading of what is going on, we, the people in the room, play like children, able 30:24 to animate everything around us -- and we play like adults, able to connect our imagination 30:29 with strata of knowledges we have of objects we use as somatic extensions. 30:34 'Made in China' wind-down toys, or little plastic toys, bob rhythmically on the wood 30:39 floor. 30:40 As we finger them, labor conditions, plastic pollution, and supply lines enter the dance, 30:45 too. 30:46 There's a tiny plastic whale I play with, touching its round surfaces. 30:50 And while I hold the little whale in my hand, suddenly, we spontaneously make sounds in 30:56 the studio, chirping and humming in call and response, slowing and booming. 31:02 Slowly, my improvising bodymind weaves into the dance, the effects of sonar and seismic 31:08 blasting of whale life, and on whale pods. 31:13 Non-realist representations that take flight from recognizable human figures and bodily 31:17 configuration can allow for deep expressive potential, and can offer rich avenues for 31:23 disabled performance makers. 31:26 Instead of mimicry, we find other ways of creating relationalty, of infusing objects 31:30 with emotions and interactivity. 31:32 This is a facet of ecosomatic imagination at play: an extending of one's skin envelope 31:39 of expressive collaboration with materials, enacting and literalizing the poetics of new 31:44 materialists perspectives on material's agency. 31:48 In my manipulation of the blanket, for instance, the blanket also speaks back to me. 31:53 I'm aware of its materiality: an oil-based process creates the fluffy, soft and easily 31:58 washable fleece blanket we are using, and I am aware of the fiber shedding that accompanies 32:04 these materials and contaminates our waterways. 32:08 The objects can carry a lot. 32:10 If someone is not feeling up to eye contact or is very tired or wants to act out of some 32:15 angry scene without endangering the rest of the living actants, these objects, this blanket, 32:21 can help us to do so. 32:22 In these pain-practices in Turtle Disco, becoming with other, and becoming fictional, are all 32:29 avenues for self-expression and modes of connectivity. 32:33 Time, space, and bodies shift under pressure in many different ways. 32:39 So, that was my talk. 32:41 These are my soma, my eco soma writing methods, touching through, touching with, in respect, 32:47 with a pause for pain practices, for memory, in community. 32:53 Thank you for listening. 32:55 And I hope you enjoyed your objects. 33:17 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Hello. 33:23 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Tanya: read the chat. 33:36 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Say again, Devva. 33:38 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Go ahead and read the chat. 33:42 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Go ahead and read the chat. 33:47 I describe myself as a 70-year-old Jewish woman, who is never still, but not always 33:52 in pain, and I have a mountain of gray hair on my head. 33:56 I'm wearing silver grape earrings and a dress painted with flowers. 34:01 I sit on Weot, Karouk, and Yourok land in a room almost buried in paper and books. 34:10 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Can someone pin me? 34:15 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Can someone pin me? 34:20 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Next slide. 34:25 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Say again? 34:27 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Next slide. 34:29 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Next slide. 34:31 I'm sorry. 34:43 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Yes. 34:44 Push play. 34:46 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Go ahead and push play. 34:52 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: If you don't have captions on, you might want to turn them on. 34:59 >> TANYA ANDERSON: If you don't have captions on, you might have to turn them on. 35:04 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: The woman you see is Tanya. 35:10 >> TANYA ANDERSON: The woman you see... 35:12 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Is Tanya. 35:13 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Is Tanya. 35:14 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Blonde hair and blue shirt. 35:18 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Blonde hair and blue shirt. 35:22 [no audio on video] 35:33 >> TANYA ANDERSON: We don't have any sound on the audio. 35:35 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: That's okay. 35:37 That's not real... 35:40 >> TANYA ANDERSON: That's okay. 35:43 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Ok, that's good enough. 35:46 Stop the video. 35:50 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Stop the video. 35:52 That's enough. 35:53 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Go to the next slide. 35:57 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And go to the next slide. 36:10 >> DEVVA KASNITZ/TANYA ANDERSON: I open my classes -- with this video or a dance. 36:26 A flourish. 36:29 A flourish of my wardrobe. 36:33 I start this way to destabilize my audience. 36:50 It shows off what I clearly can't do. 36:57 >> TANYA ANDERSON: It shows off what I clearly can't do. 37:01 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: At the same time that it trumpets. 37:06 >> TANYA ANDERSON: At the same time that it trumpets. 37:09 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: What I can do. 37:11 >> TANYA ANDERSON: What I can do. 37:13 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: That no one would expect me to do. 37:18 >> TANYA ANDERSON: That no one would expect me to do. 37:21 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: And that they can't. 37:23 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And that they can't. 37:25 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Okay, by the way. 37:27 >> TANYA ANDERSON: By the way. 37:28 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: You didn't miss anything. 37:32 >> TANYA ANDERSON: You didn't miss anything. 37:34 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: By not having audio on the video. 37:41 >> TANYA ANDERSON: By not having audio on the video. 37:45 >> DEVVA KASNITZ/TANYA ANDERSON: Because the joke is... 37:52 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: That I can't understand myself. 37:57 >> TANYA ANDERSON: That I can't understand myself. 38:00 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: And I realize that halfway through. 38:05 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And I realize that halfway through. 38:07 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: I switch from making sense. 38:13 >> TANYA ANDERSON: I switch from making sense. 38:15 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: To pure gibberish. 38:19 >> TANYA ANDERSON: To...? 38:21 Gibberish. 38:23 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Because I realized. 38:27 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Because I realized. 38:28 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: I can't spin and talk at the same time! 38:34 >> TANYA ANDERSON: I can't spin and talk at the same time. 38:39 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Next slide. 38:40 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Next slide. 38:45 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: I record everything that happens in my class. 38:55 >> TANYA ANDERSON: I record everything that happens in my class. 38:58 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: So, here is me. 39:02 >> TANYA ANDERSON: So here is me. 39:04 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Performing my student's brain. 39:09 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Performing my student's brain. 39:11 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: For the students. 39:14 >> TANYA ANDERSON: For the students. 39:15 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Oh! 39:16 My goodness! 39:18 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Oh, my goodness! 39:20 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Look at her talking! 39:23 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Look at her talking! 39:25 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Now, if you're not on gallery view. 39:31 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Now, if you're not on gallery view. 39:34 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Go to gallery view. 39:37 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Go to gallery view. 39:38 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: So you can see me. 39:41 >> TANYA ANDERSON: So you can see me. 39:43 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Look at how her face contorts! 39:47 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Look at how her face contorts! 39:50 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Who could ever understand her? 39:54 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Who could ever understand her? 39:57 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: She just keeps talking. 40:01 >> TANYA ANDERSON: She just keeps talking. 40:03 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Oh no. 40:04 She is looking at me! 40:07 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Oh, no, she is looking at me! 40:09 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: What will I do if she asks me a question? 40:13 >> TANYA ANDERSON: What will I do if she asks me a question? 40:16 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: How would I even know it's a question? 40:19 >> TANYA ANDERSON: How will I even know it's a question? 40:21 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: What should I do? 40:24 >> TANYA ANDERSON: What should I do? 40:26 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Do others understand her? 40:28 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Do others understand her? 40:30 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Am I alone? 40:32 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Am I alone? 40:36 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Poor babies. 40:40 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Say again? 40:41 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Poor babies. 40:43 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Poor babies. 40:45 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Of course, they can't. 40:50 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Of course, they can't. 40:52 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Think that. 40:54 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Think that. 40:55 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: And listen. 40:58 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And? 41:00 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Listen. 41:01 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And listen. 41:02 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: At the same time. 41:04 >> TANYA ANDERSON: At the same time. 41:08 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Next slide. 41:10 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Next slide, please. 41:13 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Tanya? 41:15 >> TANYA ANDERSON: I developed this technique long ago to both stop myself from trying to 41:21 delude myself that I could blend into the wallpaper, 41:24 and to be sure that I controlled the narrative. 41:29 And the slide depicts an image of Devva, it's in profile, and she's dressed with a tiara, 41:37 she's wearing glasses, and her long, flowing, gray and dark hair, fairy wings, and holding 41:45 a wand with a star. 41:48 She's wearing long, looped necklaces. 41:52 And it's a beautiful image. 41:55 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: It's my fairy godmother persona. 42:01 >> TANYA ANDERSON: It's my fairy godmother persona. 42:03 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Next slide. 42:04 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Next slide. 42:09 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Autoethnography. 42:11 Why autoethnography? 42:13 To bring out nuance. 42:15 I moved from Australia to Sicily over three years of studying reproduction and immigration 42:21 for my dissertation, but my best data on the Sicilians' concept -- conception of female 42:27 physiology came from the kitchen table and bathroom conversations about whether or not 42:33 it was a good idea for me to have a baby or to see if I properly cleaned my disabled body 42:39 -- the conversational foil to understanding general ethno-embodiment. 42:45 Because of my speech impairment, I use chat, text, and e-mail as others use the telephone 42:51 and face-to-face conversation. 42:54 I have verbatim transcripts of all my classes and most meetings I attend from employing 42:59 Computer Aided Real-time Transcription or CART as an accommodation. 43:06 As data, I mine these texts altered only to protect others' anonymity. 43:14 Forgive me. 43:16 I make no claim to generalization. 43:18 Today, I am content to demonstrate how anthropological tools make my lafe -- life more meaningful 43:25 to me with verbatim, electronically captured data. 43:30 Next slide. 43:33 Disability studies, disability anthropology, and disability justice are contested terms 43:40 with issues of ownership and appropriation. 43:43 We have had 30 years of experience doing disability studies and thinking about it by that name, 43:50 long enough for it to be misappropriated by others who recognize it is hip, but little 43:55 else (think rehab). 43:58 For many, this necessitates the use of the modifier "critical disability studies" or 44:04 even "crip studies." 44:06 Appropriation still rules when recently a professional job was advertised as a chair 44:12 in "Crip Studies" when by law it cannot be reserved for a Crip. 44:17 With enormous growth in publications, teachings, popular culture, and public policy about disability, 44:24 we need to understand the social, educational, and organizational history in service of understanding 44:30 current cutting edges and where we think some of the resulting blood flow may soon take 44:36 us as austerity becomes an embodied disability crisis, lest we fall off the peripheral cliff 44:42 edges of academia. 44:51 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Next slide. 44:52 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Next slide. 44:54 I offer "disability anthropology" as foil to "anthropology of disability" as others 45:00 offer "disability justice" for "disability rights." 45:03 Each is a subtle shift of emphasis. 45:07 It helps us to see ableist pedagogy implied in how power structures, aimed to "support" 45:13 disabled students and faculty, irrevocably entwine disability embodiment in the experience, 45:20 whether seeking funding or instructional accommodations. 45:24 Who controls these material, temporal, and organizational means of apprehension explains 45:32 why "intersectionality" as a term can never be too far from "disability." 45:38 It explains why disability anthropologists, disabled or not, have turned to versions of 45:43 autoethnography to demonstrate what we experience and what that experience teaches. 45:50 I will parallel my simple history of disability studies with examples from my autoethnography 45:56 of pedagogical performance, pedagogical organizations, and how they have encouraged and impeded the 46:03 creation and performance of teaching and learning. 46:20 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Ok, we want sound. 46:25 >> TANYA ANDERSON: With no sound. 46:26 My disability... 46:28 Did you want me to read, or did you -- >> DEVVA KASNITZ: No, see if we can get the 46:33 sound on. 46:35 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Can you put the sound on? 46:41 Thank you. 46:45 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: I'll just do it live. 46:47 >> TANYA ANDERSON: I'll just do it live. 46:49 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Go ahead and -- My disability is that when I walk into a room, everyone 47:00 in that room who can see or hear labels me as disabled, and treats me differently. 47:12 Because of how I look, and how I move. 47:17 Because of how I sound, I am instantly set apart. 47:26 Tanya, would you do the second half? 47:30 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Sure. 47:31 Tanya, you do the second half. 47:32 Can you go ahead and forward about halfway through the video? 47:36 Thank you. 47:37 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Yeah, there you go. 47:39 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And that is my disability. 47:41 I can't blend. 47:43 I can't hang out in the background. 47:46 I'm always... 47:50 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Visible. 47:51 >> TANYA ANDERSON: I'm always visible. 47:52 I'm on display. 47:55 And of course my reaction is if everyone is going to stare anyhow... let's give them something 48:03 to look at. 48:04 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Ta-da! 48:06 >> TANYA ANDERSON: That's all. 48:08 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: That's all, folks. 48:09 >> TANYA ANDERSON: That's all, folks. 48:24 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Okay, I'm done. 48:27 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Okay, I'm done. 48:42 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Everyone, turn on their cameras. 48:47 >> PAMELA BLOCK: I'm thinking we never really talked about how we would handle question 48:52 and answer. 48:53 Um, we don't have a lot of time. 48:55 We're right at the hour, but I think that the best way to handle it would be, like, 49:04 if people have questions, to put them on the chat. 49:07 And if we don't have time to answer, which I think we have very little time right now, 49:14 um, I think that we can try to get back to you later. 49:21 You know, like, contact us, contact the presenters, and uh, they will try to respond to you directly. 49:29 So, I think we will end the formal presentation here, and thank everyone for attending, 49:39 and we look forward to getting your feedback, or your questions, as we move forward. 49:48 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: And I'll provide the video to AAA to post. 50:00 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And I will submit the video to AAA to post. 50:04 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Yeah. 50:08 >> PETRA KUPPERS: Well, this is Petra. 50:10 Thank you, everybody, it was wonderful to present with you, Devva, and Arseli. 50:13 It was great, and thanks for organizing us, Pam. 50:16 So much appreciated. 50:19 >> ARSELI DOKUMACI: Same here. 50:20 Thank you, everyone. 50:21 Thank you, Petra, thank you, Devva and Pam, and for everyone for listening. 50:25 >> PETRA KUPPERS: Yay. 50:26 And I'm glad that some of the people from the Western University Residency are actually 50:31 here on the call with us, so. 50:32 So great to see you again. 50:34 Hi, Matthew. 50:35 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Thanks, everyone. 50:36 >> JEFF MARTIN: Thanks, everyone. 50:38 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Stay tuned for more from AAA. 50:45 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And stay tuned for more from AAA. 50:48 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: For more from SFAA. 50:54 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And more from SFAA. 50:57 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: And from SDS. 51:00 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And from SDS. 51:02 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: That's the Society for Applied Anthro. 51:08 >> TANYA ANDERSON: That's for -- that's the Society for...? 51:10 >> PAMELA BLOCK: Applied anthro. 51:12 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Applied anthro, thank you. 51:13 >> DEVVA KASNIZ: Society for Disability Studies. 51:16 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And the Society for Disability Studies. 51:18 [background laughter and noise] >> DEVVA KASNITZ: And these conversations 51:22 will flow from one conference to the next. 51:29 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And these conferences will flow from one conference to the next. 51:33 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Yeah, they're all connected. 51:34 >> TANYA ANDERSON: They're all connected. 51:40 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: So, come! 51:42 >> TANYA ANDERSON: So, come! 51:43 [laughter] >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Come, come. 51:45 Bring your students. 51:47 >> TANYA ANDERSON: Bring your students. 51:49 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: We have the SDS deal... 51:58 >> PETRA KUPPERS: I love how we have... I'm sorry. 52:00 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: ... bring all your students for free. 52:05 >> TANYA ANDERSON: And the SDS deal is, and I missed a little bit in there, but basically, 52:09 you can bring all your students for free. 52:11 >> PAMELA BLOCK: If you're a member? 52:13 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Yeah. 52:14 If one professor is the member. 52:15 >> PAMELA BLOCK: If the professor is the member, the students can attend for free. 52:18 That's pretty amazing. 52:20 >> DEVVA KASNITZ: Yeah. 52:21 ... 52:23 >> PAMELA BLOCK: Another disability coven hack. 52:28 >> PETRA KUPPERS: For those of you who can't read the chat, 52:30 >> JEFF MARTIN: All right. 52:30 >> PETRA KUPPERS: ... for whom the chat is not accessible, I just want to point out that 52:33 we have people here from all over the world, and that's just lovely to see, you know? 52:36 Just, we, people here from Chile, Indonesia, India, all over. 52:42 So great. 52:45 >> JEFF MARTIN: Ok, thanks again, everyone. 52:47 >> UNKNOWN VOICE: Thank you!